well. thats not good

- So its been a looooooong time since i last blogged. I actually forgot it existed. GOD i hate my memory!


Wow 2010. yaay. i miss last year already things were just so much more satisfying and comfortable. Life had dynamics back then and more highs than lows. God that sounds so teenager of me. But i dont care.

Im glad ive matured a bit now. But I need to wake up more. After a while you get into a routine and just getting out of bed feels like the hardest thing. its sorta like wasting your life never being fully awake- taking in everything you can. I dont want to miss anything!
Im realising that bad things dont matter much in highschool things that seem so terrible now, I wont give a second thought to in 3 years. :) Yay!

School defs expects more from you this year, more homework, harder problems, better worded answers and stuff. I like it though it makes you make an actual effort. i reeally dont want to waste highschool, my sister mucked around, snuck away for a boy(all the way to Germany) and she regrets it everyday.

So netball this year; 2 new teams; 2 new coaches. Rep trials again only 2 weeks to go!! And moved clubs for day season cause Bob is the "Gayest, most annoying coach ever! " The sad thing is he gets called much worse things.... bahahahahahaha

On the subject of friends; theres a couple of people that i miss so much. Its not like i dont see them-they're right there everyday i just dont know what to say to them because walking up and saying "Hi How are You? " and then having a reallllly awkward silence is worse than not talking at all.. right? im now thinking no. I love friends they make you laugh when your so annoyed you can only glare. They were there for me when i needed them most, thanks Deshika and Samantha. you both are amazing.
- Annd Sami? if you're reading this I just want you to know i respect you so much. you are just so... Yourself. You like what you like and you say things that are so honest and mature for your years. You really inspire me. and i hope that I can be like that someday.

like today in maths i for some unknown reason choked on.my.own.saliva. WTH WHO does that?! anyways i was trying not to cough loudly when dr goldson was talking so i was literally BAWLING my eyes out and trying to cough but that was making it worse. Candice turns around and goes "omg whats wrong??" thinking im just crying in the middle of maths. then i start laughing so violently but quietly and im crying even harder. everyone in the entire class was turning and looking at me like Ummm WHAT?? amanda then turns around and just bursts out laughing- yeah i just realised i wasted an entire paragraph on a story where you HAD to be there to find it funny. sigggh.

seems like life is like that huh? you waste time on something that in the end just disappoints.
Gosh on the positive note im going to go do some english extension homework.

BTW Songs Im playing over and over again at the moment:
Bloc Party-Banquet
Coldplay- Beautiful World
The Bloody Beetroots- Warp 7.7
Lady Gaga- So happy I could die
T.Swift-Today was a fairytale
U2-With or without you


BYE!! (:

backk again :)

So its been like a month :)

Some things have changed like;

Im heaps closer to Amanda Gildea and Amanda Earl :)

Callums seen my nice side; which i actually show most people...

Alex likes me! *blush

Manda is going out with Sam Smith!

They've released more New Moon things !!!

- Its now 20 sleeps away! YESS!

I get picked up at Koola St now in the afternoons :)

Its raining more often which is great. Because im in LOVE with the rain.

We have Windows 7, which i like apart from the fact i lost all my MUSIC

(major SADFACE!)

Im totes loving life at the moment!

Which i hardly say;

but for some reason Im always happy!

:) :) :)

Song of the Day

Get Set- Taxi Ride :)

Till whenever i remember to come on here .......

it rained lots and lots

Today was cool as!

I slept at my sister's place last night and we watched, Ghosts of Girlfriends Past, Wedding Crashers and Starsky and Hutch!! Mad Night!

This morning amanda came over and we talked about our fatness for a bit then went to Sam and Alex's trophy day :) I wore shorts and singlets, so when it started raining i was purple within minutes!
We went on the Chairo-plane! and it was pouring and it was like extreme showering! Spinning around reeeally fast and having water hitting you from all directions! We just went on all the rides and ate free fairy floss all day; can't complain!
Mention to Alex; who won Player of the Year :) "At least he didnt get Coache's Encouragement like Geoff :)"













Anyways school tomorrow - GAY :(

FRIDAY!!!!!!!!
Finally here!

Today all that happened was talking to people and Callum agreeing that I'm allowed to dye his hair!!!! - 'Green'; as if i have green hair dye at home...

Hopefully this weekend i can do something besides painting!

Quote of the moment:

' Yeah, so we're taking over K block'

Yeah sure, anyone but you and I wouldn't care :)

One of these days; we're just going to burst into applause

and cheer for you all when you stride past;

-coz thats what you all want isn't it??

My favourite song today is Full Moon- The Black Ghosts


Im off to enjoy my weekend- yeah bitches!!

im in my room, its a typical tuesday night... Im listening to the kind of music she doesnt like.

Well. Its Official. School Is Gay.

Monday
English
I like english; we have the funniest people. QCat Bitches, god our teachers smart.

HPE
Gaelic football. Yuck. Ms Ash was shocked me and candice played- well not actually played coz its gay; but stayed on the field :)

Drama
Peter swore he wouldnt be mean again; which wont last the week, but funny all the same. We got a new teacher!!! and the bitch is GONEE!

Maths
-its only maths


Tuesday

English
wasnt too awkward; which was good :) I finished the Qcat so i dunno what im gonna do next lesson.

Business
Shit im scared, i have like no time for all this shit!!

HPE
Proud, proud moment for Candice and I. We scored half our teams goals :) Of course Ms ash didnt believe us, pfft.

Science
Apparently i talk too much.


Wednesday
Sose
OMG assignment in 2 weeks- not gonna finish it. Jes' ex was being a retard which pissed me off.

Science
I NEED to stop talking to callum, mr barnes hates me enough as is!

Maths
Gay ness :) But amanda's gorgeous, so that brightened my day :)

TWILIGHT
Was very very funny:)
Connor was in the zone and we found large poles.
Also we have to reenact a scene from New Moon; the party scene!!!!! YEAAH!


My favourite song today is Brown eyes by Lady Gaga :) >> On repeat.

and a jJay Z song was onn..

Hmm back from the holidays; which was a good break (:
Although i miss my friends dearly, i dont want to go back to school on monday :(

but i was talking about the trip; so here goes.

Amanda came which was great for the company :) She does amuse me,

I can now play Texas Hold em Poker! Woot! We put Lady Gaga on repeat which pissed off my dad hahaha.
So there we were playing, me, amanda, dad and omar; and its night time- i thought cause i have a very pityfull poker face, id put on my pitch black sunnies to look uber cool :) I didnt coz i went to match what was in the pot and i put in like 500 too much coz the sunnies made me colour blind! Ahh SHIT bru said amanda!

We saw a beached whale (not really) but it was so close we could have swum to it!
Also, there were SOOOOO many pedos in the neighbourhood we were staying in!!!!!! So we tried to look fat and stooge just to be sure.

Gotta go now and hang out the washing :P Gay!

Favourite song today: Party in the USA- Miley Cyrus

OH BTW my PHONE GOT FIXED!!! HELLS YEAH!

Missing you.

Well, its not even halfway thru the holidays and im missing people like crazy- I havent seen Sam these WHOLE 6 days! Andd DK who had her birthday :) Im missing lunch times at school!

Im going shopping with the sis tomorrow, hopefully buy some new swimmers for the coast:) I should go watch a movie with sarah and omar now, Gettin Square!! Love it!

Til tomorrow,

Madi.