- So its been a looooooong time since i last blogged. I actually forgot it existed. GOD i hate my memory!
Wow 2010. yaay. i miss last year already things were just so much more satisfying and comfortable. Life had dynamics back then and more highs than lows. God that sounds so teenager of me. But i dont care.
Im glad ive matured a bit now. But I need to wake up more. After a while you get into a routine and just getting out of bed feels like the hardest thing. its sorta like wasting your life never being fully awake- taking in everything you can. I dont want to miss anything!
Im realising that bad things dont matter much in highschool things that seem so terrible now, I wont give a second thought to in 3 years. :) Yay!
School defs expects more from you this year, more homework, harder problems, better worded answers and stuff. I like it though it makes you make an actual effort. i reeally dont want to waste highschool, my sister mucked around, snuck away for a boy(all the way to Germany) and she regrets it everyday.
So netball this year; 2 new teams; 2 new coaches. Rep trials again only 2 weeks to go!! And moved clubs for day season cause Bob is the "Gayest, most annoying coach ever! " The sad thing is he gets called much worse things.... bahahahahahaha
On the subject of friends; theres a couple of people that i miss so much. Its not like i dont see them-they're right there everyday i just dont know what to say to them because walking up and saying "Hi How are You? " and then having a reallllly awkward silence is worse than not talking at all.. right? im now thinking no. I love friends they make you laugh when your so annoyed you can only glare. They were there for me when i needed them most, thanks Deshika and Samantha. you both are amazing.
- Annd Sami? if you're reading this I just want you to know i respect you so much. you are just so... Yourself. You like what you like and you say things that are so honest and mature for your years. You really inspire me. and i hope that I can be like that someday.
like today in maths i for some unknown reason choked on.my.own.saliva. WTH WHO does that?! anyways i was trying not to cough loudly when dr goldson was talking so i was literally BAWLING my eyes out and trying to cough but that was making it worse. Candice turns around and goes "omg whats wrong??" thinking im just crying in the middle of maths. then i start laughing so violently but quietly and im crying even harder. everyone in the entire class was turning and looking at me like Ummm WHAT?? amanda then turns around and just bursts out laughing- yeah i just realised i wasted an entire paragraph on a story where you HAD to be there to find it funny. sigggh.
seems like life is like that huh? you waste time on something that in the end just disappoints.
Gosh on the positive note im going to go do some english extension homework.
BTW Songs Im playing over and over again at the moment:
Bloc Party-Banquet
Coldplay- Beautiful World
The Bloody Beetroots- Warp 7.7
Lady Gaga- So happy I could die
T.Swift-Today was a fairytale
U2-With or without you
BYE!! (:
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